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I'M ALIVE!

Just felt like that needed to be stated. After soo many days of feeling like a run over marsbar, I am finally getting better. Physically and mentally.  I have been home from Japan in about two weeks now, and yes I know, shame on me for not writing in here. But I'm so tiiired at the moment. Pretty much right after we got home, the Danish convention Genki was held, and it was way too close to the WCS. But it was nice to see all my friends, and to get to wear one of my new cosplays - Winnowill from ElfQuest! There's some things I need to redo on her and I need to restyle the wig, then I'll go on a shoot with her :D

But anyway, I hope that I can get myself together and actually blog about the WCS at a point.

Yup, that was pretty much all from me at the moment. I'll try to change some things here on the blog and just blog in general, ahem. 

.. okay because I have been so absent I'll share some photos that the amazing Silas Kappel Staal took of me and my cosplaypartner Yoshu in over WCS Championship costumes, before we left for Japan :D 

Series: xxxHOLIC

Characters: Maru & Moro

3 DAYS TO GO

JESUS. FUCKING. CHRIST.

Where did all the time go? What is all this? Where..what.. I... Jesus Christ it's all so close!

Okay so you might have gotten the point that I can't really grab the idea, that WCS is only three days away. It's been such a long journey, just to get to this point, and I am such a mix of feelings. All of my costumes and stuff are done, so I'm not stressing about that.. and we have practiced out performance quite a lot, so I'm  not that nervous about that either. It's just the sudden pressure I'm feeling of going there and people saying that they think we'll do great in the championship is bugging the hell out of me. I have heard people say they think we can get a high placement, and that scares the hell out of me. I don't want people to have expectations to us, we won't bring the same skit or the same costumes and just.. just no xD So I'm trying my best to just focus on the fact that I'll get to meet some amazing people with CRAZY cosplay skills! And get to meet so many new great people and have an awesome trip to a new country :D ... But geez I'm so scared haha x'D I just don't want to feel like I failed.. urgh.

Anyways, I'm using my free time before the WCS to clean the house, play some games and do some ugly sobbing because I'll miss all my friends so much</3 Wish I could have all of them with me for support.. And as personal slaves. IT'S GOING TO BE TOO HOT OVER THERE. But luckily we have one of the most amazing people I know, with us. So it won't be all bad<3

I think I'll make a huge WCS journal about every day when I get back, maybe while I'm there.. mostly for my own sake, so that I can remember everything in some years time, but also if you're WCS interested :)

Okay so.. that was a small peek of what's going on inside my little confused head. Happiness, excitement, scaredasshit and just.. yes everything really XD

I hope you're having a good summer~!

So my days are now filled with nothing but cosplay as my holiday from school/work started - and thus I have time to write here ;D

A few weeks ago I helped my good friend out by making her prom dress^^ It wasn't very smart of me, seeing as I have my hands full, but what can you do. I'm fairly happy with the result, so that's that :) 

Life is good. 

Sometimes, we just have to remind ourselves of it.

There's a lot of things going on around me at the moment, and sometimes it can seem hard to catch my breath. Luckily everything is getting better (along side me progressing on my WCS stuff. hmpf.) and I'm starting to feel more at ease. 

I'm so nervous and excited for Japan, and the thought of there only being 24 days until we leave... It's crazy. It feels like we just walked of the stage at J-pop, confused, happy and scared out of our wids. Well I'm still all these things I guess, just more happy. There's a lot of anxiety involved in this that I didn't really see coming to be honest, which is ridiculous. Denmark is such a small country that we hardly get noticed during the WCS and therefore I have nothing to be scared of as such. Also, the danish cosplay community is very supportive and to be frank, just doesn't think much about it I think? That's my impression at least. Don't get me wrong here, I think people think of it as a cool thing and a great chance for Denmark, but compared to other countries cosplay communities we don't give a damn xD  But I still don't want to disappoint myself. I want to be able to look back at this with pride.. so that's what I hope will happen.. Cause changes are I won't be going again. 

So... a bit of a random rant about WCS her eon the blog, after a long time of absence. 

I hope everything is good out there in wonderland!